There is a wolf
in me . . . fangs pointed for tearing gashes . . . a red tongue for raw
meat . . . and the hot lapping of blood—I keep this wolf because the
wilderness gave it to me and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fox in me .
. . a silver-gray fox . . . I sniff and guess . . . I pick things out
of the wind and air . . . I nose in the dark night and take sleepers and
eat them and hide the feathers . . . I circle and loop and
double-cross.
There is a hog in me .
. . a snout and a belly . . . a machinery for eating and grunting . . .
a machinery for sleeping satisfied in the sun—I got this too from the
wilderness and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fish in me
. . . I know I came from salt-blue water-gates . . . I scurried with
shoals of herring . . . I blew waterspouts with porpoises . . . before
land was . . . before the water went down . . . before Noah . . . before
the first chapter of Genesis.
There is a baboon in
me . . . clambering-clawed . . . dog-faced . . . yawping a galoot’s
hunger . . . hairy under the armpits . . . here are the hawk-eyed
hankering men . . . here are the blonde and blue-eyed women . . . here
they hide curled asleep waiting . . . ready to snarl and kill . . .
ready to sing and give milk . . . waiting—I keep the baboon because the
wilderness says so.
There is an eagle in
me and a mockingbird . . . and the eagle flies among the Rocky Mountains
of my dreams and fights among the Sierra crags of what I want . . . and
the mockingbird warbles in the early forenoon before the dew is gone,
warbles in the underbrush of my Chattanoogas of hope, gushes over the
blue Ozark foothills of my wishes—And I got the eagle and the
mockingbird from the wilderness.
O, I got a zoo, I got
a menagerie, inside my ribs, under my bony head, under my red-valve
heart—and I got something else: it is a man-child heart, a woman-child
heart: it is a father and mother and lover: it came from
God-Knows-Where: it is going to God-Knows-Where—For I am the keeper of
the zoo: I say yes and no: I sing and kill and work: I am a pal of the
world: I came from the wilderness.
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