Wednesday, May 31, 2023

No more May, day

We are in the afternoon of the last day of May for this year. A summer weather pattern, with scattered popcorn thunder showers and isolated storms, continues. We’ve received no rain to speak of, then again, we’ve experienced no severe weather, yet.

summer stormclouds
summer stormclouds
Photo by J. Harrington

I’m finding it difficult to concentrate with the House vote on the debt limit still pending. Both the President and the House Speaker claim to be confident of passage. That leaves me in a “what could possibly go wrong?” mode / mood.

Although there’s still about three weeks until Summer Solstice, we can confirm that, once again, Minnesota has produced a crappy spring, the best part of which was its brevity. The extended forecast is dominated by temperatures in the upper 80’s. In my book, spring temperatures are under 80. The June outlook is for above normal temperatures and equal chances for above or below normal precipitation. The issue of the Nature Conservancy magazine that arrived yesterday notes that “Minnesota is one of the fastest warming states—“ although, as far as I know, everyone can still get homeowners insurance, unlike California. Meanwhile, Congress does battle over the debt limit and plays other political games. We need to find a way to take politics out of politics. Perhaps a constitutional amendment requiring potential candidates to have an IQ that exceeds shirt sleeve length or chest size?

I don’t think it’s the hots and homidities that’s got me grumpier than usual. More likely I’m fed up with paying taxes that pay the salaries of those who, on their best day, with both hands, couldn't find their what’sis.

Tomorrow is the beginning of a new month. I hope to begin it with a new, more positive attitude, at least until I’ve read the morning paper.


The Start 


It probably started
in a whisper, a murmur,
a low tone hardly caught by the papers,
a sticker, a poster,
a brick wall with slogans in fresh, black paint
because
it probably started with a shove,
some bluster, a gunshot,
crushed fingers, it probably started
with a speech that caught the right ears
on an otherwise happy day,
yellow flowers in a wooden stand on the sidewalk,
red apples, radio
trying hard to smooth out the mood,
kid hurrying past, thinking,
God, he’s shouting
about me,
pulls his hat low,
it probably started
with another man
drunk on swagger,
it probably started
with a small crowd
coaxing exciting lies,
it probably started
with a neighborhood’s head bowed
as the drone grows each day
(though they’ll claim
it came
in a quick, monstrous surprise).



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Tuesday, May 30, 2023

How to choose a poetry book

Czeslaw Milosz is a Nobel Laureate in Literature (1980). I’m rereading one of his works, Road-side Dog, and quite enjoying it. Some weeks ago, I effusively shared with the Better Half [BH] some of the pieces in that volume. Subsequently, BH presented me with two other volumes of Milosz’ poetry: New and Collected Poems 1931 -- 2001, and Selected and Last Poems 1931 -- 2004. I’ve but briefly glanced at the former and am about halfway through the latter. Much to my dismay and frustration, I’ve thought I understood  and enjoyed no more than two or three poems of what I’ve read thus far. I find the experience somewhat comparable to partially assembling a jigsaw puzzle without benefit of the box top and with perhaps a third or half of the pieces missing.

Milosz isn’t the only poet I’ve found challenging in recent days. I’ve previously read, thought I understood, and enjoyed several of Kathleen Jamie’s works such as Sightlines and The Overhaul. On that basis, for Christmas last year I asked either Santa or BH for a copy of Jamie’s Selected Poems. In the last day or so I read the first three or four poems in that volume and have no concept of what she’s writing about there. Perhaps the difference is European rather than American frames of reference and context. I wouldn’t blame you if you were thinking perhaps it’s the reader rather than the poet that’s lacking. I admit to that possibility but would point out this extract from a Poetry Foundation discussion:

Many of the translators’ notes in this issue refer to the difficulty of translation, and many refer in one way or another to Robert Frost’s view that “poetry is what is lost in translation.” Reading Aleksandar Hemon’s translator’s note, are you inclined to agree or disagree with Frost? How does the language that we speak affect our understanding of ourselves?

For the past year or two, I’ve found myself drawn more and more to poems about rural living, nature, hunting, fishing and foraging by North American poets, both indigenous and other. I have my eye on a recently published volume by a poet new to me although I’m familiar with some of her prose. I’m encouraged because her volume is reviewed in the most recent issue of TROUT magazine and it’s been blurbed by a different poet whose work I’m already looking forward to reading. I’m going to take an easy out and provide a link to the publisher’s web page on her book: How You Walk Alone in the Dark.

How You Walk Alone in the Dark

Now, the secret hidden in the preceding is that I will be checking into each of those who blurbed Dark to see if any of their works look interesting and appealing enough to get my hands on. It won’t take me forever to finish Jamie and Milosz and my reading diet requires variety.


Time Travel by Erin Block

Time Travel

Where would you go
if you could go anywhere.
That’s what people ask.
From the time we’re born,
desperate to get away
like a coyote in a trap.
And I’ve never known what to say
until just now after the rain’s stopped,
just before dark,
just before I knead tortilla dough
with the hands I use to braid my mother’s hair
down her back to childhood—
do I know the answer—
and it’s up the mountain
to where the ravens are cawing.
Because it’s never not something:
a bear, a turkey, a body
cached by a lion.
They’re better than a bloodhound
for a missing person
and if you’re looking for a reason,
they have it.
Tucked in tailfeathers;
held in beaks like splintered bone
that rain down ash when they speak.
I’ll bring my mother with me,
walking over the ridge to find them.
There she’ll remember where she’s gone
and how to get back home.



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Monday, May 29, 2023

On Memorial Day

My mother, sisters, and I were fortunate. Her husband, our father, returned alive from his service in WWII and, some years later, the Korean “Police Action.” Many others, from those armed conflicts and the wars that preceded and followed them, lost husbands, fathers, brothers, friends who were defending their country. Memorial Day is the day we have chosen to publicly remember and honor them.

eagles soar
eagles soar
Photo by J. Harrington

Today’s Star Tribune has reprinted an editorial from 1946 that points out how we can most effectively honor our war dead not only today but year round. A history professor at Boston College, Heather Cox Richardson, in her Letters from an American, poignantly describes the significance of the premature loss of so many through the remembrance of one.

One of the ways I’ve tried to honor and remember those in my immediate and extended family who have served the country is by helping to support an organization called Project Healing Waters Fly Fishing. They are “dedicated to the physical and emotional rehabilitation of disabled active military service personnel and disabled veterans through fly fishing and associated activities including education and outings.” I can’t be sure, but I think my Dad would approve. To the best of my knowledge, he never owned a boat but he seemed to enjoy the few times we managed to go fishing together in mine. That’s something else I think about on Memorial Day.


In Flanders Fields


In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
    That mark our place; and in the sky
    The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
    Loved and were loved, and now we lie,
        In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
    The torch; be yours to hold it high.
    If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
        In Flanders fields. 


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Sunday, May 28, 2023

It’s freedom (from frost) season

Here in the North Country, we have definitely left Spring behind and entered Summer mode. Temperatures over 80; thunderstorms in the forecast Tuesday through Friday; and it’s still almost a month until Summer solstice. One of my favorite singers, Janice Joplin, had a great hit with a song titled Get It While You Can. The lyrics and the attitude Janis lived seem at least as needed today as they were when she recorded them five decades plus ago.

it’s swallowtail and monarch season
it’s swallowtail and monarch season
Photo by J. Harrington

I was doing a few outside chores this afternoon and the bugs and the heat were wearing on my nerves. It turned out that, if I shifted my attention to the beauty of different flowers that were blooming around me, and kept my eyes open so that I could, and did, see the first monarch butterfly of the season, the bugs and the heat were less troublesome than if I continued to focus only on the annoyances and excluded the good parts of the day. Don’t tell our dogs, but I think I’m picking up this attitude adjustment from them. They’re always ready to enjoy food, or a walk, even if they just had a tick pulled from an ear.

We’ll spend part of tomorrow fondly remembering and reminiscing about my father and father-in-law and their service in the armed forces during the last century. It’s sad that the war to end all wars wasn’t; that the Civil War continues to be fought in a very uncivil manner; and that the freedoms the Second World War was fought to protect are threatened in our country by the same kind of attitudes that helped the Nazis gain power. We’ll also celebrate the fact that we will officially be beyond the threat of frost season after tomorrow.

May we all have a holiday full of better memories.


So Much Happiness

 - 1952-


It is difficult to know what to do with so much happiness.
With sadness there is something to rub against,
a wound to tend with lotion and cloth.
When the world falls in around you, you have pieces to pick up,
something to hold in your hands, like ticket stubs or change.

But happiness floats.
It doesn’t need you to hold it down.
It doesn’t need anything.
Happiness lands on the roof of the next house, singing,
and disappears when it wants to.
You are happy either way.
Even the fact that you once lived in a peaceful tree house
and now live over a quarry of noise and dust
cannot make you unhappy.
Everything has a life of its own,
it too could wake up filled with possibilities
of coffee cake and ripe peaches,
and love even the floor which needs to be swept,
the soiled linens and scratched records . . .

Since there is no place large enough
to contain so much happiness,
you shrug, you raise your hands, and it flows out of you
into everything you touch. You are not responsible.
You take no credit, as the night sky takes no credit
for the moon, but continues to hold it, and share it,
and in that way, be known.



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Saturday, May 27, 2023

Enjoying the weekend

Hordes of dragonflies have finally hatched. We look forward to their decimation of the swarms of mosquitos that have been harassing us for more than a week now. It seems to me that Minnesota has only two seasons: not winter and road construction, but frostbite and bugbite. I believe you read that here first.

four-spotted skimmer
four-spotted skimmer
Photo by J. Harrington

We’re in the midst of a beautiful holiday weekend with warm temperatures, sunny skies and enough of a breeze to minimize the clouds of flying insects that would otherwise be an annoyance. In fact, when we picked up this weeks Community Supported Agriculture share this morning, it didn’t take long for the Jeep to fill with skeeters as the Better Half [BH] worked with the rear hatch up dividing the veggies between those for us and those for the Daughter Person [DP] and her family. (There’s no way I’d try to eat half a share each week, with the BH eating the other half, so we split with the DP. I barely survive eating a quarter share of veggies each week. I’m a huMAN, not a rabbit nor a goat.) Here’s what was in this week’s box:
  • Magenta lettuce
  • Tokyo bekanna Greens
  • Spinach
  • Mixed greens

On the drive through the country to pick up the greens, mixed and unmixed, we saw several whitetail deer and a tom turkey with his harem of hens. I’m not sure why the hens weren’t nesting. In the same general area yesterday, we saw either a large coyote or a small wolf. We’re at the southern fringe of wolf range in Minnesota, and coyotes are almost common. I’m just not familiar enough with sightings to be sure of the identity of a single animal. I have a similar problem with crows and ravens.

A few yard chores got tackled today before the temp climbed too much. We’ll probably do a few more tomorrow but, even for us old, retired folks, it is a holiday weekend so we’ll do our best to relax and enjoy as much of it as we can.


Fly, Dragonfly!


Water nymph, you have
climbed from the shallows to don
your dragon-colors.
Perched on a reed stem
all night, shedding your skin, you dry
your wings in moonlight.
 
Night melts into day.
Swift birds wait to snap you up.
Fly, dragonfly! Fly!


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Friday, May 26, 2023

As the sand plain blooms

As noted numerous times in prior postings, we live on the eastern edge of the Anoka Sand Plain. This morning plants that survive on our sandy, well drained soils are beginning to come into flower. We saw hoary puccoon and think we saw spiderwort (we didn’t walk close enough to get a good look).


hoary puccoon (Lithospermum canescens)
hoary puccoon (Lithospermum canescens)
Photo by J. Harrington

For good measure we’ll add this picture of the dame’s rocket we were going to post yesterday when blogger and Google were harassing us about not uploading pictures unless we allowed them to track us through cookies here.


dame's rocket (Hesperis matronalis)
dame's rocket (Hesperis matronalis)
Photo by J. Harrington

It was a strange day because we also encountered a similar message and needed to re-log-into Skype. I have no idea what was going on on or around the internets. The world in which I try to function has become dysfunctional enough that I’m now determined to become more mellow, even if it kills me. (In case any of you are familiar with the serenity prayer, an executive summary of that prayer is "screw it!” or a four letter version of that verb. We expect to be muttering it more frequently this summer.)


In a Disused Graveyard


The living come with grassy tread
To read the gravestones on the hill;
The graveyard draws the living still,
But never any more the dead.
 
The verses in it say and say:
‘The ones who living come today
To read the stones and go away
Tomorrow dead will come to stay.’
 
So sure of death the marbles rhyme,
Yet can’t help marking all the time
How no one dead will seem to come.
What is it men are shrinking from?
 
It would be easy to be clever
And tell the stones: Men hate to die
And have stopped dying now forever.
I think they would believe the lie.


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Thursday, May 25, 2023

Annoyed by mosquitos season

The cavalry, in the form of dragonflies, has arrived. Unfortunately, the cavalry has not yet engaged the swarms of the enemy mosquitos, so I did something that, as a card carrying sustainable, organic, environmentalist I don’t think I should have. I bought and used a spray can of insecticide for mosquitos. Apparently, from the microscopic directions on the can, it’s safe to  use if you can hold it one county  away from where you’re standing while you spray, or something like that. There are unconscionable numbers of biters gathered in the ell between the back of the garage and the house. That’s where I sprayed today in an effort to thin out the population so I don’t need to attire myself in armor every time I want  to get at the backyard hose.

I realize that dragonflies and birds and bats and heaven knows what else feeds on mosquitos. If they had fed more and sooner I could have save almost $5.00. All too often, I lack the patience to let Mother Nature take her course. So be it. I am an imperfect creature living on an imperfect planet. I wonder if the mosquito spray contains PFAS or PFOS. If not, it’s probably one of the few things these days that doesn’t.

If it’s not clear from the preceding paragraphs, I have a(nother) case of the grumpys. Yet another one of my idols has been found to have clay feet. Yankee magazine this morning shared an email with a recipe for grilled swordfish. I still remember from way back when that swordfish was one of the first species to earn a consumption advisory due to high  levels of mercury. It’s still in that class according to the EPA and FDA. That suggests to me, in the strongest possible terms, that Yankee magazine shouldn’t be promoting the consumption of swordfish even if it means the end of New England’s entire fishing fleet. [To demonstrate, I deliberately avoided linking to the article I’m objecting to.]

In another New England related matter, today is Ralph Waldo Emerson’s birthday. According to The writer’s Almanac:

In his book Nature (1836), Emerson first introduced the concept of Transcendentalism — the idea that spiritual truth could be gained by intuition rather than by established doctrine or text — and he would become a leader of that movement. He was a popular public speaker, and gave more than 1,500 speeches in his lifetime.

Ralph Waldo Emerson said, “To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.”

Much of today’s world seems to be engulfed in a battle between those who would have us be ourselves and those who would only have us be like them. Another source of the grumpys for me.

NO PHOTOS TODAY BECAUSE  GOOGLE INSISTS ON TRACKING ME IF I UPLOAD JPEGS FROM MY COMPUTER. THIS MAY BE A SIGN TO SHUT  DOWN THIS BLOG.

However, the dame’s rockets are beginning to bloom; weekend weather is supposed to be mostly warm [hot?] and sunny; and I need to dig out my copy of Emerson’s “Essential Writings.” The last time I opened that book I couldn’t figure out how folks would live long enough  to read them all, let alone how Emerson wrote all that in one lifetime.


Day Beginning with Seeing the International Space Station and a Full Moon Over the Gulf of Mexico and All Its Invisible Fishes

 - 1953-


None of this had to happen.
Not Florida. Not the ibis’s beak. Not water.
Not the horseshoe crab’s empty body and not the living starfish.
Evolution might have turned left at the corner and gone down another street entirely.
The asteroid might have missed.
The seams of limestone need not have been susceptible to sand and mangroves.
The radio might have found a different music.
The hips of one man and the hips of another might have stood beside
each other on a bus in Aleppo and recognized themselves as long-lost brothers.
The key could have broken off in the lock and the nail-can refused its lid.
I might have been the fish the brown pelican swallowed.
You might have been the way the moon kept not setting long after we thought it would,
long after the sun was catching inside the low wave curls coming in
at a certain angle. The light might not have been eaten again by its moving.
If the unbearable were not weightless we might yet buckle under the grief
of what hasn’t changed yet. Across the world a man pulls a woman from the water
from which the leapt-from overfilled boat has entirely vanished.
From the water pulls one child, another. Both are living and both will continue to live.
This did not have to happen. No part of this had to happen.

—2016



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Wednesday, May 24, 2023

A passion for poetry

 As I was rereading the first chapter of Joy Harjo’s Catching the Light this morning, my day was brightened by  this paragraph:

The traditional ways and rituals of all of Earth’s peoples are kept in containers of poetry, song, and story. It is how we know who we are, where we are coming from and who we are becoming.

Those thoughts became a great lead-in to an article in today’s Daily Yonder which we’re republishing below. Those who would ban books be damned!! They  would keep us from knowing  who we are.

A ‘Little Town Poets Society,’ and the Woman Behind It

Growing up in Scott County, Tennessee, Cheyanne Leonardo's passion for poetry and the arts made her feel like a bit of an outsider.

"It's hard growing up and feeling different, feeling like no one is interested in the same things as you are … I definitely felt like a weirdo. But I kind of liked it, in a way, and I tried to make it my super power."

Community members gather for a Little Town Poets Society meeting.<br /> (Photo courtesy of Cheyanne Leonardo)
Community members gather for a Little Town Poets Society meeting.
(Photo courtesy of Cheyanne Leonardo)

 

Cheyanne Leonardo stands in the grass, blowing on a dandelion puff so that the seeds scatter. She has long dark hair and wears a green dress.
"Little Town Poet" Cheyanne Leonardo.
(Photo courtesy of Leonardo)
Today, her poetry – and gift for sharing it with others – has become just that. In the past three years, Cheyanne has published three poetry collections, cultivated a thriving group of local poets, launched a local poetry anthology that's received more than 100 submissions, and assumed a leadership role in a recently formed nonprofit working to advance arts in the community.

Though she is now doing what she considers her life's work, it happened by accident.

Only three years ago, Cheyanne was living in Stuttgart, Germany, at the tail end of a decade-long odyssey of boarding school, graduate school, traveling, and living abroad, which she started when she first left home at fourteen. Fluent in French and German after extensive travel in Europe and a graduate degree in modern language and literature, she taught English for two years before the Covid pandemic hit Germany. In the face of so much uncertainty, homesickness — and a chance at a love she’d left behind — brought her home.

"If I'm perfectly honest, the reason that I came home was because I'm a romantic. I was waiting for the right time to be with someone here in our hometown," she said. "When I was faced with the possibility of the imminent death of all my loved ones, I thought, okay."

So she moved home, rented a small apartment behind her old childhood dance studio, and began working as a barista. She wrote poems to process her feelings about her time abroad, her journey home, and everything in between. Those poems eventually became the foundation for her debut poetry collection, More Than Metaphor, published in the summer of 2021.

Birth of the Little Town Poets Society

What began as a personal exploration of her feelings became a way to connect with her community more deeply than she ever had before. Surprised by how much people connected with her work, and humbled by the encouragement she received from friends, family, and strangers while selling her work at the coffee shop, she decided to start a free weekly poetry class.

"So, I am starting a club. And everyone is invited," she wrote on Facebook. "The LITTLE TOWN POETS SOCIETY will be a place for YOU – to join me in creating poetry and art of your very own."

Little Town Poets Society meetings, like the one pictured above, started as weekly free poetry classes taught by Leonardo.
Little Town Poets Society meetings, like the one pictured above,
started as weekly free poetry classes taught by Leonardo.

Despite early fears that no one would show up or care, eleven people – ranging from teens to seniors in their seventies – showed up to Little Town Poets Society's first meeting at the coffee shop. And they've continued to show up since, sharing their work, forming unexpected friendships, and opening up about their feelings.

"More than once, a grown man has cried at Poets Society, which I feel is progress," she said.

The group has been transformative for Whitney Swain. "The little community that [Cheyanne] has created has opened a world of possibilities that I didn't know would exist for me," said Whitney, who is studying to become a licensed counselor. "She gave me space to find an artistic voice that I did not know I had."

A discussion at the Little Town Poets Society.
A discussion at the Little Town Poets Society.
Weeks after launching Little Town Poets Society in the fall of 2022, a couple of friends and family approached Cheyanne with an idea to start a nonprofit arts organization, a moment she remembers as a "sign that everything was moving in the right direction." 

 

 

 

 

Friends made through the Little Town Poets Society. (Photos courtesy of Leonardo)
Friends made through the Little Town Poets Society.
(Photos courtesy of Leonardo)

"When I started out, I was kind of hoping it would evolve into something like that."

Today, she serves as Director of Literary Arts for that nonprofit — the Appalachian Society of the Arts — which recently hosted its first fundraiser for a Budding Artist scholarship fund and is planning free and low-cost classes in music, photography, acting, and crafting.

Supporting access to the arts and emerging artists from Scott County has been incredibly meaningful for Cheyanne. "I was dissuaded from pursuing [the arts] for so long because they're “not valuable.” And that's the exact thing I'm trying to break — this notion that it's not helpful or doesn't contribute. Because [with] what I've done in the last two years with poetry alone, I've seen more of a positive impact in terms of other people's lives and the world, that I've been able to do, than anything else ever."

The Hometown Poems Project

Her current project, "Hometown Poems," is an example of that. It’s a local anthology she created for residents of Scott, McCreary, and surrounding counties that will benefit the Appalachian Society of the Arts. She’s received poetry, photo, and drawing submissions from over 100 residents. "The youngest person who submitted is four years old, and the oldest is in his 80s. So we've got the whole range of life," she said.

She’s also writing, with her current work focused on spirituality. "I'm always a romantic. So there's always love in there as well," she said. "But I like the idea that everybody has a little piece of the divine in them, whatever their name for that is. And for me, poetry is what gets me in touch with it."

Personally, Cheyanne is living happily with her partner — the one who inspired her journey home — and their dog and cat. She quit her barista job to write poetry full time and has wholeheartedly embraced her identity as a Little Town Poet. "I hope to continue representing rural places, especially in Appalachia, and inspiring people to represent themselves.”

While she hasn't ruled out a future odyssey — “there's part of me that still fantasizes about running away and being alive somewhere else." — she's putting down roots for now.

"I really like being here right now … growing up, I felt like, kind of an outcast. So all of a sudden, it's like I'm really active in the community, and I like it. I feel like I'm making a difference, and that is what matters to me."


This article first appeared on The Daily Yonder and is republished here under a Creative Commons license.



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Tuesday, May 23, 2023

Fishing for Summer

Most of southern Minnesota is under an air quality alert for ozone this afternoon and evening. Since I’m a diligent environmentalist, I’lll follow the guidance and forego doing yard chores today. Tomorrow will be soon enough to collect more dead branches scattered about the yard. There’s no rain in the forecast for the next week or ten days, so open burning in the southern half of the state isn’t allowed yet. I wonder if spring burning restrictions will continue into summer this year. Perhaps Mother Nature is sending me a message that this would be a good time to go fishing.

a fine place to spend the summer
a fine place to spend the summer
Photo by J. Harrington

While running an errand today I confirmed another absolute sign it’s summerish. The roads are full of triple- and quadruple-axle dump trucks and side-dumpers. Road construction season, Minnesota’s alternative to winter, is underway. Congestion and slowdowns, here we come.

Moments ago I learned from the Better Half that, among other things, we’re having strawberry pancakes for dinner tonight. I don’t recall ever having had strawberry pancakes. It will be, at a minimum, summery. And that’s as it should be since we are now less than a week from Memorial Day. In preparation, I should plan to give the Jeep it’s summer bath sometime this week.


Golden Rainbow

by James A. Tweedie 


Silver shimmers swirl and eddy,
Gurgle, splash, slip-slide away.
Rounded river rocks unsteady
Underneath my feet today.

Hiding in the water’s shadows
Hungry trout are standing by
Hoping that the nearby meadows
Feed them with a juicy fly.

Carefully I creep and tarry
With my fishing pole held tight.
Hoping the dry-flies I carry
Trick the trout to take a bite.

With a practiced flick of wrist
I cast my line and float my fly.
Rising trout has hit—but missed!
I’m ready for a second try.

With my fly adrift I’m jerking
It to make it look alive.
Splash from where the trout is lurking—
Barbless hook—it takes a dive.

Carefully the fish is landed,
Lifted to the light of day.
As the fish is held wet-handed—
Golden rainbows on display.

Quickly now, the fish will be
Released into the rushing stream.
Then, when it has been set free,
I’ll ever hold it as a dream.



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Monday, May 22, 2023

Here comes Summer

We’re one week away from the unofficial start of summer. Next weekend is Memorial Day weekend. In stutter-steps the weather has become more summery. In another week or so we’ll be safe from frost for at least a couple or three months. Meanwhile, I continue to suffer from the delusion that I can, someday soon, get “caught up,” and then move into maintenance mode. Each time I come close, the seasons, and the seasonal chores, change and the changeover adds to the seasonal chores.

If I’m honest, the last time I really was caught up I was living by myself in a small three room apartment with my pickup and two boats, one for fishing, the other for clamming, parked in the yard. The yard was the landlord’s to mow. We were close to the Atlantic so there was rarely snow to shovel. In those days I didn’t even have a dog to care for. No wonder I had so much time to go hunting and fishing despite working a full time job.

I think I need to turn priorities topsy-turvy and treat fishing as if it were work and yard chores as something to be squeezed in between fishing excursions and reading episodes. Even if I fail, it seems like a challenge I need to try to rise to, except in winter. I don’t do ice fishing any more than I sit and watch the grass grow and, even though there are some streams open to trout fishing in the winter, I have a very strong aversion to frost bite.

can you tell a scarlet tanager from a rose-breasted grosbeak?
can you tell a scarlet tanager from a rose-breasted grosbeak?
Photo by J. Harrington

While waiting for the AC technician today I managed to get a few things done, including some outside chores before it got really warm. Once again I’m remembering that I’m seeking progress, not perfection. At least, that’s what I keep reminding myself. Meanwhile, scarlet tanagers remain conspicuous by their absence while grosbeaks are at the feeders in abundance.


Summer


Come we to the summer, to the summer we will come, 
For the woods are full of bluebells and the hedges full of bloom, 
And the crow is on the oak a-building of her nest, 
And love is burning diamonds in my true lover's breast; 
She sits beneath the whitethorn a-plaiting of her hair, 
And I will to my true lover with a fond request repair; 
I will look upon her face, I will in her beauty rest, 
And lay my aching weariness upon her lovely breast. 

The clock-a-clay is creeping on the open bloom of May, 
The merry bee is trampling the pinky threads all day, 
And the chaffinch it is brooding on its grey mossy nest 
In the whitethorn bush where I will lean upon my lover's breast; 
I'll lean upon her breast and I'll whisper in her ear 
That I cannot get a wink o'sleep for thinking of my dear; 
I hunger at my meat and I daily fade away 
Like the hedge rose that is broken in the heat of the day.


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Sunday, May 21, 2023

All about timing

Somewhat belatedly, it occurs to me that, if I reorganize my schedule so that I do the play (as a reward) first, I’ll be much less likely to end up so overheated and tired that I don’t feel like playing after the work is done. Yet another example of “we get too soon old and too late smart!” We won’t make that mistake again tomorrow.

less than a month between snow and mow
less than a month between snow and mow
Photo by J. Harrington

The better news is that, while knocking down gopher mounds with the drag harrow, I saw a big bumblebee. Then, when I mentioned it to the Better Half, she shared that she’d seen several bumbles while watering out front. Put bumblebee sightings together with the dragonfly or two I saw while doing the mowing today and the efforts to live with nature may turn out to be worth it, although I’m not yet ready to put up with raising goats as an organic solution to the local buckthorn infestation.

Finally, for today, if I fail to scrape up the energy and enthusiasm to go out and play with one or two fly rods and straighten the memory coils from the lines, at least I have several handfuls of really good books to read, including Debra Magpie Earling’s The Lost Journals of Sacajewea. Relaxing and reading isn’t the worst way to spend a beautiful spring Sunday, but it would be better if I remembered the old saying “He who works and runs away, lives to play another day [especially if he’s old and retired]!!” 


Innocence


There is nothing more innocent
than the still-unformed creature I find beneath soil,
neither of us knowing what it will become
in the abundance of the planet.
It makes a living only by remaining still
in its niche.
One day it may struggle out of its tender
pearl of blind skin
with a wing or with vision
leaving behind the transparent.

I cover it again, keep laboring,
hands in earth, myself a singular body.
Watching things grow,
wondering how
a cut blade of grass knows
how to turn sharp again at the end.

This same growing must be myself,
not aware yet of what I will become
in my own fullness
inside this simple flesh.


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Saturday, May 20, 2023

Blooming in the door yard time

Some of the local fields are still being prepared for planting. Others have corn emerging already. Most of the trees have attained full leaf-out. The local river, the Sunrise, is back into its banks. With luck, we may get to enjoy a few days that approximate normalcy.

Many dead branches were collected from the yard today and burned in the burn pit. The CSA share was collected this morning, which is when we made the observations about farm field status. All in all, our plan for the weekend has worked so far. 🤞 Tomorrow is targeted for mowing and playing.

I’m looking forward to the arrival next week and thereafter of increasing numbers of dragonflies. The mosquitos took anything like fun out of today’s choring. Even while wearing a permethrin-sprayed light hoody, the bugs were often in and around my eyes. On the other hand, it did feel good to be outside and poking around without coming down with the chills.

soon lilacs will look like this
soon lilacs will look like this
Photo by J. Harrington

We’re now about a month from summer solstice [Wednesday, June 21, 2023 at 9:57 am CDT]. Shortly thereafter days will again begin to shorten but for several months, we’ll enjoy summer weather before the temperatures begin to noticeably decrease. For now, it’s time to take pleasure in lilac season and crab apple blossoms.


Lilacs on My Birthday


The flowerets look edible before they open,
like columns of sugar dots on tiny strips
I bought as a child. Hard to bite the candy without

some paper adhering, as adding machine tape will
to large, red numbers. Lilacs are like that: another year
unspools without major accomplishment,

while I question "major" and "accomplishment."
And when I find in Costco those clusters
of pointillist pastel, I hope they will become

someone else's nostalgia—honorable emotion
propelling Ulysses toward Ithaca, and a woman
to set lilacs in her dooryard as her mother did.
 


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Friday, May 19, 2023

Another typical North Country “Spring” day

It’s only ten days until Memorial Day and the high temperature today might reach 61. It’s my fault, I’m afraid. Earlier this week I packed away my winter weight pjs and jerseys and dug out summer t-shirts. Meanwhile, yesterday and today I’ve been comfortable in the house wearing a winter weight chamois shirt.

Tomorrow is pick up day for this week’s community supported agriculture share. This time we’re getting a box with:

  • Green Incise Lettuce
  • Tango lettuce
  • Arugula
  • Spinach
  • Komatsuna Greens

KOMATSUNA: a mild turnip grown almost exclusively in Japan, Taiwan and Korea, prior to its arrival in the U.S. It can be harvested at any stage to be used in salads, as braising greens, boiled or pickled. The flavor grows stronger as the plants mature. 

An excellent addition to your next stir fry!


Click here to learn more about komatsuna

I expect that, as usual, the Better Half [BH] will manage to do something healthy, creative and tasty with the vegetables. I’m eating more salads than I prefer, but that’s partly due to my limited preference (singular) in salad dressing. Maybe I need to try something other than caesar. After all, I don’t continue to reread the same book or replay the same song. [Don’t mention it out loud, but BH has actually done a couple of things with spinach that I almost liked.]

This weekend I plan to check out a one or two of my fly rods as a reward for getting some outside chores done. If my plan works, one day the branches on the ground will be picked up from two sections of the back yard and those two sections may get mowed with the push mower, all assuming the weather is cooperative. In that mix, I want to make sure to stretch a fly line or more to get the kinks out of lines that overwintered in tight coils on the reels. It will be interesting to see what Mother Nature and the Red Gods have to say about my plans. Remember, "The best laid schemes o’ Mice an’ Men / Gang aft agley, ...” In fact, that’s worth sharing in its entirety.


To a Mouse

On Turning her up in her Nest, with the Plough, November 1785.


Wee, sleeket, cowran, tim’rous beastie,
O, what a panic’s in thy breastie!
Thou need na start awa sae hasty,
          Wi’ bickerin brattle!
I wad be laith to rin an’ chase thee
          Wi’ murd’ring pattle!

I’m truly sorry Man’s dominion
Has broken Nature’s social union,
An’ justifies that ill opinion,
          Which makes thee startle,
At me, thy poor, earth-born companion,
          An’ fellow-mortal!

I doubt na, whyles, but thou may thieve;
What then? poor beastie, thou maun live!
A daimen-icker in a thrave
          ’S a sma’ request:
I’ll get a blessin wi’ the lave,
          An’ never miss ’t!

Thy wee-bit housie, too, in ruin!
It’s silly wa’s the win’s are strewin!
An’ naething, now, to big a new ane,
          O’ foggage green!
An’ bleak December’s winds ensuin,
          Baith snell an’ keen!

Thou saw the fields laid bare an’ waste,
An’ weary Winter comin fast,
An’ cozie here, beneath the blast,
          Thou thought to dwell,
Till crash! the cruel coulter past
          Out thro’ thy cell.

That wee-bit heap o’ leaves an’ stibble
Has cost thee monie a weary nibble!
Now thou’s turn’d out, for a’ thy trouble,
          But house or hald,
To thole the Winter’s sleety dribble,
          An’ cranreuch cauld!

But Mousie, thou art no thy-lane,
In proving foresight may be vain:
The best laid schemes o’ Mice an’ Men
          Gang aft agley,
An’ lea’e us nought but grief an’ pain,
          For promis’d joy!

Still, thou art blest, compar’d wi’ me!
The present only toucheth thee:
But Och! I backward cast my e’e,
          On prospects drear!
An’ forward tho’ I canna see,
          I guess an’ fear!


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Thursday, May 18, 2023

What’s permitted? Where? When?

There are more and more articles being published about our National Park System being over-visited, although that’s not the term used. Much of the Boundary Waters Canoe Area Wilderness use is permit based and the number of permits is being cut. As the human population increases and the global economy depends on perpetual, capitalistic, growth, we are encountering more and more resource conflicts. We are failing more and more to adequately and appropriately respond to those conflicts.

A different example, not based on wilderness or wild lands and waters is occurring right in the Twin Cities. No parking? St. Paul considers banning idle trucks from city streets. It all to often seems that the child care shortage needed to free women to participate in the labor force can’t or won’t be economically resolvable. An increasing shortage of doctors is making it more and more challenging to schedule an appointment within a single lifetime. Efforts to control costs are resulting in overworked, understaffed nursing units.

While all of this, and more, are going on, those on the radical right are feeding more and more mis- and disinformation and conspiracy theories onto social medial platforms that have just been held unaccountable by SCOTUS because ....

I seriously doubt we can institute enough permitting systems covering enough resources to resolve the growing number of conflicts. Or, that we would be willing to pay for enough police to enforce the permits and enough courts and jails to punish or rehabilitate miscreants, all while Congress sets a national example of acting like potential deadbeats and failing to put the country ahead of party political power. (Could some parents volunteer to teach Speaker McCarthy how to manage members with a case of the terrible twos?)

it’s a privilege and responsibility to cast these
it’s a privilege and responsibility to cast these
Photo by J. Harrington

One of the country’s founding politicians, B. Franklin, was prescient by several hundred years when he noted “We must all hang together, or assuredly we shall all hang separately.” How might we again learn to hang together? We could go fly fishing and follow these rules [longer version here]:
  • Fly anglers understand and obey laws and regulations associated with the fishery.
  • Fly anglers believe fly fishing is a privilege and a responsibility.
  • Fly anglers conserve fisheries by limiting their catch.
  • Fly anglers do not judge fellow anglers and treat them as they would expect to be treated.
  • Fly anglers respect the waters occupied by other anglers so that fish are not disturbed
  • When fishing from a watercraft, fly anglers do not crowd other anglers or craft or unnecessarily disturb the water.
  • Fly anglers respect other angling methods and promote this Code of Angling Ethics to all anglers.

If you prefer foraging to fishing, you could follow the guidance of an Honorable Harvest as described by Robin Wall Kimmerer:

The Honorable Harvest, a practice both ancient and urgent, applies to every exchange between people and the Earth. Its protocol is not written down, but if it were, it would look something like this:

Ask permission of the ones whose lives you seek. Abide by the answer.

Never take the first. Never take the last.

Harvest in a way that minimizes harm. 

Take only what you need and leave some for others.

Use everything that you take. 

Take only that which is given to you. 

Share it, as the Earth has shared with you. 

Be grateful. 

Reciprocate the gift.

Sustain the ones who sustain you, and the Earth will last forever. 

There are other examples of values that encourage ethical behavior, Aldo Leopold’s Land Ethic comes to mind. As the younger generation attempts to educate us on better ways to use personal pronouns, perhaps they could include more lessons on dropping me and mine and more on using us and ours. We really only have one sand box we need to learn to play nice on it together.


Anatomy of a leap into the void


A.    Use of the lift
       going up
       is permitted, provided

B.    Use of the lift
       going down
       is not permitted, provided

C.    Use of the lift
       going up is

D.    Use of the lift
       going down is not

E.    Use of the lift
       going up

F.    Use of the lift
       going

G.    Use of the lift

H.    Is      Is not

I.    Use

J.    U--


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Wednesday, May 17, 2023

How to live today

This year’s prairie plants have been planted, a couple of dozen or so. Tomorrow it’s forecast to rain so that should help. Now I need to get busy with pocket gopher and mole traps to help protect fresh new roots. In a couple of months I’ll take pictures of whatever survived, sooner if anyone starts to burst into blossoms before then.

While the Better Half was directing me on where to make holes for the plant plugs, I noticed several seedlings, I think oak, growing where the field is trying to return to forest. Closer to the top of the slope is a pine tree seedling, probably thanks to a squirrel planting a cone for winter food, and beyond that a cluster of juniper(?) or cedar surrounding a “mother” tree. We’ll talk and think over the summer about whether to let Mother Nature take her course.

Getting the planting done was the second highest point of the day so far. This morning we got a new door bell, wireless, to replace the one that came with the house. We think the wiring developed a short behind the cement board siding and rewiring would have been both expensive and potentially unproductive. The electrician thinks the wires got pinched behind the replacement siding and the short developed as the house has expanded and contracted with the changing seasons. In really cold weather, sometimes the bell would ring by itself and other times it would buzzzzz for awhile. The latter drove the dogs crazy, which made the dog owners crazy. We hope it’s all taken care of now. We’ll see come winter and no, I’m not looking forward to checking it out.

how long until the first cutting of hay?
how long until the first cutting of hay?
Photo by J. Harrington

One of the authors I’ve been reading recently, Laurie Allmann, cited a line from one of my favorite poets, Wendell Berry, in the piece I read this morning. It fits so well that today I’m going to share the entire Wendell Berry poem after I pique your interest with the cite: Be joyful / though you have considered all the facts.


Manifesto: The Mad Farmer Liberation Front

by Wendell Berry


Love the quick profit, the annual raise,
vacation with pay. Want more
of everything ready-made. Be afraid
to know your neighbors and to die.

And you will have a window in your head.
Not even your future will be a mystery
any more. Your mind will be punched in a card
and shut away in a little drawer.

When they want you to buy something
they will call you. When they want you
to die for profit they will let you know.
So, friends, every day do something
that won't compute. Love the Lord.
Love the world. Work for nothing.
Take all that you have and be poor.
Love someone who does not deserve it.

Denounce the government and embrace
the flag. Hope to live in that free
republic for which it stands.
Give your approval to all you cannot
understand. Praise ignorance, for what man
has not encountered he has not destroyed.

Ask the questions that have no answers.
Invest in the millenium. Plant sequoias.
Say that your main crop is the forest
that you did not plant,
that you will not live to harvest.

Say that the leaves are harvested
when they have rotted into the mold.
Call that profit. Prophesy such returns.
Put your faith in the two inches of humus
that will build under the trees
every thousand years.

Listen to carrion -- put your ear
close, and hear the faint chattering
of the songs that are to come.
Expect the end of the world. Laugh.
Laughter is immeasurable. Be joyful
though you have considered all the facts.
So long as Women do not go cheap
for power, please Women more than men.

Ask yourself: Will this satisfy
a woman satisfied to bear a child?
Will this disturb the sleep
of a woman near to giving birth?

Go with your love to the fields.
Lie down in the shade. Rest your head
in her lap. Swear allegiance
to what is nighest your thoughts.

As soon as the generals and the politicos
can predict the motions of your mind,
lose it. Leave it as a sign
to mark the false trail, the way
you didn't go.

Be like the fox
who makes more tracks than necessary,
some in the wrong direction.
Practice resurrection.



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