blue jay under the front feeder
Photo by J. Harrington
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This coming Saturday is not only St. Patrick's Day, it's also the day for the Senate District 32 DFL convention. Obviously, Senate District 32 is inhabited by many more Scandihooligans than Irish, unlike Boston where we were raised. We continue to be concerned about the degree of opposition many Democrats are exhibiting to their more progressive brethren, so we'll see if our participation in the convention turns out to be part of the problem or part of the solution.
oak under which blue jay feathers were scattered
Photo by J. Harrington
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These are strange times, and not only in politics. For better than a week we haven't seen any birds at the feeder out front. It used to attract blue jays, cardinals, chickadees, nuthatches, woodpeckers and squirrels. Not a one have we seen recently. While walking the dogs yesterday we may have come upon a hint of what's going one. We discovered a number of blue jay feathers scattered in a circle under a roadside oak tree. Perhaps a hawk has moved into the neighborhood? We haven't seen one but that hypothesis is the leading candidate for why there are no longer birds seen where they used to abound. On the other hand, in the past we've seen hawks soaring above the feeder behind the house. Everything and everyone goes very, very quiet for a bit, and then returns to normal. Maybe the birds have just taken a hint from the tRump administration and left in great numbers for better opportunities. Would that help support a hypothesis that the current administration is for the birds?
a scattering of blue jay blue-gray feathers
Photo by J. Harrington
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Blur
Storms of perfume lift from honeysuckle, lilac, clover—and drift across the threshold, outside reclaiming inside as its home. Warm days whirl in a bright unnumberable blur, a cup—a grail brimmed with delirium and humbling boredom both. I was a boy, I thought I’d always be a boy, pell—mell, mean, and gaily murderous one moment as I decapitated daises with a stick, then overcome with summer’s opium, numb—slumberous. I thought I’d always be a boy, each day its own millennium, each one thousand years of daylight ending in the night watch, summer’s pervigilium, which I could never keep because by sunset I was an old man. I was Methuselah, the oldest man in the holy book. I drowsed. I nodded, slept—and without my watching, the world, whose permanence I doubted, returned again, bluebell and blue jay, speedwell and cardinal still there when the light swept back, and so was I, which I had also doubted. I understood with horror then with joy, dubious and luminous joy: it simply spins. It doesn’t need my feet to make it turn. It doesn’t even need my eyes to watch it, and I, though a latecomer to its surface, I’d be leaving early. It was my duty to stay awake and sing if I could keep my mind on singing, not extinction, as blurred green summer, lifted to its apex, succumbed to gravity and fell to autumn, Ilium, and ashes. In joy we are our own uncomprehending mourners, and more than joy I longed for understanding and more than understanding I longed for joy.
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