Tuesday, October 29, 2019

Is anything "normal" in late October?

A brief while ago, I checked the very, very, small pond behind the house. It was still covered with a thin coating of skim ice. As I drove around doing errands this morning, I noticed ice reaching out from the shores of larger ponds and the banks of slow-moving creeks. It's beginning to feel more like November than October, but that's not unreasonable, since the month changeover is only a couple of days away.


Photo by J. Harrington

Early this morning, before I left on the errands excursion, i was heartened to see a flock of five Tom turkeys cross the back yard, walk up the hill and disappear into the oak woods. It's been a long time since we've seen turkeys, or whitetails, on the property and that's made for an unusually bleak Summer and Autumn.


Photo by J. Harrington

Something: deer?, rabbit? raccoon?, has attacked one of the Better Half's pumpkin carvings. The two ravens have been torn from their perch. The perch is missing also. Based on prior years' experience, I strongly suspect deer nibblers, but prior years haven't had a rabbit living under the front stoop as we've had this year. Of course, at this time of year, when the boundaries between worlds are thinnest, the night-time culprit might have been a hungry ghost or goblin. We'll probably never know. When the deer were eating the full, uncarved pumpkins, the teeth marks were a giveaway.

Wonders



In a wide hoop of lamplight, two children—
a girl and her younger brother—jump marbles
on a star-shaped playboard. Beside them,
in a chair near a window, their father
thinks of his mother, her recent death

and the grief he is trying to gather.
It is late October. The hooplight spreads
from the family, through the window,
to the edge of a small orchard, where
a sudden frost has stripped the fruit leaves
and only apples hang, heavy and still
on the branches.

The man looks from the window, down
to a scrapbook of facts he is reading.
The spider is proven to have memory, he says,
and his son, once again, cocks his small face
to the side, speaks a guttural oh, as if
this is some riddle he is slowly approaching,
as if this long hour, troubled with phrases
and the queer turn in his father's voice,
is offered as a riddle.

There is the sound of marbles
in their suck-hole journeys, and the skittery
jump of the girl's shoe
as she waits, embarrassed, for her father
to stop, to return to his known self, thick
and consistent as a family bread.
But still he continues,

plucking scraps from his old book, old
diary of wonders: the vanishing borders
of mourning paper, the ghostly shape
in the candled egg, beak and eye
etched clearly, a pin-scratch of claw.

A little sleet scrapes at the window.
The man blinks, sees his hand on the page
as a boy's hand, sees his children bent over
the playboard, with the careful pattern
of their lives dropping softly away, like
leaves in a sudden frost—how the marbles
have stalled, heavy and still on their fingers,
and after each phrase the guttural
oh, and the left shoe jumping.


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